Feeling Blah
I'm definitely having a hard time keeping this blog on the upbeat. It's just really tough for me to put a positive spin on life.
Things are stressful around the office because school starts up again on Monday. They are rolling out a new Student Information System this year so things have been extra tense around here. I've been thinking more about whether I want this full time job. Taking that job will most likely mean working with someone I absolutely don't want to. In some ways I'd end up being her lackey. I honestly don't think I could do that. I would be even more miserable than I am now. I just don't think it's work it. I need to stop slacking off and start being more active in finding another job and in finding a place to live. They are just the last things I want to do when I get home. Usually all I'm thinking about is my head hitting the pillow for a nap when I get in the door.
I haven't seen Brady since Friday night but my parents says he's doing quite well. He's a little jaundice but from what I've heard that's quite common. Brady is able to open his eyes now and apparently makes lots of cute noises. I hope I get to see him this week. I just feel awkward asking to go see him since I never visited with Dwight and Christi-Ann on my own before. I'm just not that close with either of them, let alone my parents and Jen. I guess I'll have to suck it up if I want to see him.
Can someone remind me why I want to stay in Sudbury? More and more of my friends keep moving away giving me less and less reason to stay here. Maybe I just don't know where to go since I have friends all over North America now and they are completely spread out. Too many choices is definitely not a good thing.
Matthew.
Things are stressful around the office because school starts up again on Monday. They are rolling out a new Student Information System this year so things have been extra tense around here. I've been thinking more about whether I want this full time job. Taking that job will most likely mean working with someone I absolutely don't want to. In some ways I'd end up being her lackey. I honestly don't think I could do that. I would be even more miserable than I am now. I just don't think it's work it. I need to stop slacking off and start being more active in finding another job and in finding a place to live. They are just the last things I want to do when I get home. Usually all I'm thinking about is my head hitting the pillow for a nap when I get in the door.
I haven't seen Brady since Friday night but my parents says he's doing quite well. He's a little jaundice but from what I've heard that's quite common. Brady is able to open his eyes now and apparently makes lots of cute noises. I hope I get to see him this week. I just feel awkward asking to go see him since I never visited with Dwight and Christi-Ann on my own before. I'm just not that close with either of them, let alone my parents and Jen. I guess I'll have to suck it up if I want to see him.
Can someone remind me why I want to stay in Sudbury? More and more of my friends keep moving away giving me less and less reason to stay here. Maybe I just don't know where to go since I have friends all over North America now and they are completely spread out. Too many choices is definitely not a good thing.
Matthew.
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Hi Matthew,
I have just returned from a visit to my grandparent's place. I was gone for a week. When I came home, my mom came over and we talked for a while. I started to cry because I didn't want to come back here, to Sudbury, either. I'll be finished my degree in about a month or so, and after that I'll be looking to move elsewhere and get a job that's more suited for me. The first time I left Sudbury I ran away in a manner of speaking, which wasn't good. This time I'll try my best to plan things out.
Change is good...I was afraid of change before, but there's no reason to be afraid of it. I don't know if you're afraid of change or not, but you're a strong person and you will survive whatever life throws at you.
There's my 2 cents. :)
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